So Many

I have so many things I want to say,
But who would listen anyway?
So many things I want to see,
But I have no one to look at them with me.
So many things I want to hear,
But there are so many things I should fear.
I have so many things I want to taste,
But I'll probably just lose the flavor in my haste.
So many things I want to smell,
But with my nose, I couldn't tell.
So many things I want to sing,
Maybe I'll go places I've never been.
So many things I want to yell;
Knock someone over and give them hell.
There's so many things I want to try,
Impress everyone that walked on by.
There's so many places I'd like to go.
So many things I'd like to know.
There's so many people I'd like to meet,
But that appears to be a difficult feat.
So many things I'd like to dream,
Even though I'd never know what they mean.
So many things I'd like to do.
So many wishes that will never come true.
There's so many things I want to change-
The world outside my window pane.
There's so many things I'd like to remember.
So many memories I want to keep forever.
So many things I'd like to forget,
Make my life easier, I'd bet.
There's so many things that I hope,
Living this life, I need a way to cope.
So many things I want to be.
So many things I want to free.
So many things I want to believe.
So many things I want to achieve.
There's so many things I want to experience,
Capturing each memory though a camera lens.
So many things I need,
Sometimes I need someone to take the lead.
There's so many things I want to shout,
Pleading the world to let me out.
There's so many things I'd like to draw,
But all I see if every flaw.
So many things I want to learn.
So many things I want to burn.
So many people I want to kill,
Though I'm too cowardly and never will.
So many ideas in my head
That will be stuck there after I'm dead.
So many things if only I would.
So many things if only I could.